This week I have had some things put upon me that I didn't especially want. All were people trying to take advantage in various ways. All have given me tons of stress and anxiety. I want to hide when that happens. I am getting kind of tired of people I have been getting back on track and trying to even out a balance in things lately. All of stress is binding that up. However, I keep reading that I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I am how I am supposed to be. That I need to love me as I am. I can change things for the better, but that shouldn't be the reason I love myself. I am working on it. I noticed that this past week was easier to handle when I kept myself in mind. For instance when I was being absorbed and used this week I snuck off and did some walking by myself. Then sat on a park bench and meditated. I felt ready after that. I also took a candle lit bath one night when I knew people were wanting me to serve. Screw 'em. I'm taking a long soak.
Now to get through the work related anxiety.
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