Proud

What am I most proud of?  Not sure.  Everything has it's pros and cons.  Proud of my kids, yet they have disappointed me from time to time as well.  I am proud of our business we have built.  But I also realize that though I spent a lot of time on it, it's not really mine to be proud of.  I am proud of my weight loss, but am also aware that being on a plateau for 5 months is really a failure.  I am really tired of working out and not enjoying food if I am not losing weight.  I am proud of my home.  But haven't really paid for it either.  So.  There's that.