How do I feel about me?

Right now, how do I feel about me?  For one, I am disappointed that I can't seem to get back in control of my eating.  I am not where I was a few months ago, but I am not entirely in control either.  I eat more points than it is suggested.  I don't write them all down.  I am eating when I don't especially want to.  That is one of the reasons why I am doing an emotional eating journal for the next 30 days.  But, there is more to me than just eating.  I am dealing with an injured child and she is healing well.  I am trying to run a business and for the most part am doing well there too.  I have hired help, which I am feeling guilty about needing to do.  I don't know why, because people do it all of the time.  I think it's because my husband wants me there all of the time.  He tries to make me feel bad if I am not at his disposal at all times.  But I just don't want to kill myself making everything work all of the time.  That is one of the reasons for this awakening trip I am on now.  I am learning self-care and practicing it even though others seem to resent me for it.  I guess when you have had privilege all this time and then you have equality it might feel like you are being discriminated against.  Others will just have to deal.