April was a thinker. The year's theme is discovery: of both the world and myself. Now for the world I had decided to do religion for April. I picked two of the big 5 because they were the most removed from what I know. I picked Hindu and Buddhism. I read Diwali, a children's book, because I figured it was as basic as you can get. It was and I knew none of it. I also read Letter to a Hindu and Dinner with Buddha. For videos I watched on Great Courses: Hindu and the Vedas; Nationalization of Hindu; Three Baskets of Buddha; Pure land Buddha & Zen; Death, Rebirth, and Resurrection. On Curious Stream I watched Ancient Genius: Buddha. For audio I listened to: Hinduism 101; Modern Buddhism; and Awakening of Buddha.
There was a lot more of Buddha then Hindu. Hindu is a more exclusive religion that has been politicized to the point where you can't really figure out why anyone would stay unless forced. Buddhism is a religion that has branched off of Hindu. Which I had no idea of. It's a lot more relaxed and people oriented rather than controlling. Kind of like a Jewish/Christianity relationship. Connected and together, yet completely separate. It was a fascinating discovery. I loved learning about both. Both religions are heavily reliant on meditation, which is something I discovered a couple of years ago. I love mediation. As an activity I did Vedic mediation and a couple of different Buddhist style meditations, as well as Buddhist mindful eating. Great stuff really. The more I did it the more I wanted to. I will definitely be incorporating these styles into my practice.
For discovery of self I wanted to study history of Passing for White. While doing genealogy I discovered that a branch of my family had been going by either Negro or Mulatto as recently as my great-great grandparents. So I wanted to learn more about the experience of people who had made the transition. I read Sweeter the Juice and The Vanishing Half. I watched Passing (the documentary, not movie); Netflix's Fredrick Douglass; and Hulu's Clotilda. I listened to No Dogs, No Blacks, No Irish; Girl Trek's Harriet Tubman and Bishop Tutu and Alice Walker; and Go(o)d Morning with Curlynikki.
For my experience I dug out some of my grandmother's recipe's and made a "soulfood" supper. I'm sure she wouldn't have called it that, but I wanted to connect with her. I don't really remember her much. She had a walker and she lived in a nursing home. She had kinky curly hair. Her name was Lily. Spelled like the flower. I made fried chicken marinated in sweet tea. It was good! I shoulda made that before!
This was a pretty eye opening month. I feel like I really learned and connected with my past and the world. I don't think May is going to be able to contend.