Monday, January 31, 2022

Confucius say, do the math.

 January was the month of Math and Philosophy.  I work as an office administrator so I do math all day.  I do data, data analysis, your basic accounting, etc.  So math was pretty much as boring as I expected it to be.  Philosophy I knew almost nothing about.  I thought it was something people said to sound smart, cultured. I found it a lot more compelling than that. Though still true.  

I read books, listened to podcasts, watched videos, did crash courses that are available online through my library, and did some activities like I  played some Yahtzee, because math or philosophy field trips are hard to come by.  I read Danica McKellar's "Kiss my Math" and brushed up on my algebra.  It came back to me pretty quick.  I also read "Hidden Figures" which talked a lot about math and the value of it in technology and science.  I know more about airplane wings than I ever thought I would.  I read a couple of books not so much on philosophy but about philosophers.  Steve Martin's "I was Born Standing Up"(he studied philosophy for several years in college) and "Gandhi and the Unspeakable" which is about the movement of Gandhi leading to his death.  All were educational.

Podcasts were a bit short in supply on both subjects.  Danica McKellar (she's about the only entertainment mathematician I could find) was a guest on several.  I listened to her talk about stereotypes, women and their education pertaining to money, and math anxiety.  Deepak, the granddaddy of modern spiritualism, has a podcast on Amazon, "Infinite Potential" which I listened to regularly.

Videos were mostly on Crash Courses which I borrowed from my local library through Hoopla.  Crash Courses has dozens of topics with college instructors teaching in university style classes.  I watched "Math & Magic" (not so fun) and "Mind, Body, & Consciousness" and "Confucius."  Most stuff available is modern pop education.  I wanted some classical so I went with Confucius.  Even though I have a bachelor's degree, I knew little about him.  I mean I knew 'Man who goes to bed with itchy butt, wakes up with smelly fingers'.  But that usually doesn't leave the cultured impressed.  

In an attempt to discover myself, I am taking a study on Marianne Williamson's "Course in Weight loss."  I am doing monthly servitude to give to my community.  This month I bought chili at the local animal shelters fundraiser and I donated to the same shelter on Betty White's birthday.  I donated to a woman who died from Covid's funeral costs.  She had been my friend at one time.  I also babysat my son's dog for the weekend.

Once a month I will eat some exotic type food.  This month I had some Japanese egg dish.  It was fine, but it is hard to find Japanese ingredients in this neck of the woods.  I took some time for self-care.  A storm and a covid exposure quarintine helped with that.  

Anyway....I found the month an educational and interesting experience.  Hopefully February will be as fascinating. 

Monday, December 27, 2021

2021-2022

 Each year for the last few years I pick a word of the year and focus on that.  In 2018 it was health.  I lost almost 40 pounds (have since gained back almost 30)  I also connected with mental, spiritual, energy, and anykind of health you can think of.  2019 was adventure.  What I learned there was that adventure takes many forms and vacationing is only a tiny part.  The universe had many different ideas than I.  In 2020 it was peace.  And you know what happened there.  Forced peace throughout the world followed by chaos of all kinds.  I both had no choice and had to work very hard for that Peace of which I seeked.  In 2021 I was searching for balance.  I am a daughter of a free spirit and a OCD master.  I tend to naturally swing from one to the other.  Balance was not fun; it was hard.  And I will never shoot for it again.  

2022 will be discovery, both of myself and the world around me.  I have a plan where each month I discover a different topic as well as myself.  There will be learning, writing, meditating, and cooking.  Field trips, reading, and reports.  I want to discover and expand.

Monday, December 13, 2021

Grateful Affirmations

 Morning:

I want to feel accomplished and relaxed today.

I am going to make a list of what needs to be done and on that list will be breaks.


Evening:

Today I felt like I was catching up.  Recovering.

I did complete the things I wanted to do.

What made me grow:  movement, meditation, reponsibility

What made me grateful:  reading Haudenosaunee Thanksgiving prayer



Saturday, December 11, 2021

LB Grateful

 10 things:


1. Walmart wasn't too crazy: because lots of lines were opened by the time I left.

2.  That I have running water:  because I thought my well was going out, but it is my water heater.

3.  That I had the money to buy at Walmart:  so that I can give presents for Christmas.

4.  That all the people called me back:  so I could finish my work.

5.  No tornados:  because I don't want any and there were 8 last night.

6.  That my kidneys work:  because my granddaughter's don't and I need to be glad mine do.

7.  Christmas shopping is almost done:  cuz I don't have time for it.

8.  That Jesus was born:  cuz I sure do need a savior.

9.  That I have electric heat:  I don't miss keeping a fire going at all.

10.  That of all the places in the world in all the times, this is when I am alive.


Thursday, October 7, 2021

Day 15 Magic recap

 1.  Recap:

morning meditation, bible study, and prayer time- 1sst thing

make to do list including work and self as soon as I get to work

exercise after work & sit in nature

nighttime reading

2.  Pretty firm.  Asked people to leave if they were interupting, then go to them when finished.

3.  Ok, except about half the people at work called in.  Had to do some rescheduling.

4.  absences at work, more work hours

5.  Be flexible



Thursday, September 30, 2021

Day 10 Magic

 List of Spiritual self care ideas to do over October

1.  Daily bible devotional

2.  walk during afternoon break to connect to nature and not computer

3.  Write in journal after work 2 days a week.


Thursday, September 23, 2021

Day 4 Magic: Future

 In the future I am still here and I'm with the people I am with now.  I am fine with most of that.  I am wearing a smaller size; I am drinking and eating smaller quantities.  I am settled and calm.  I am happy.